Yeah….I think I’m just going to cut up my old shirts. 

Hopefully I don’t ruin them…but oh well who cares.

When I have trouble falling asleep I always imagine myself jumping off a cliff or something high into the ocean. I try to picture myself swimming into the depths. The deeper I get, the closer I get to falling asleep. It works every time. 

For my English class I have to do a report on something I think is an example of “good writing”. We can choose a poem/song/essay/novel/etc. I’m going to be writing my report on “Why It Scares Me” by La Dispute. Not only is it my favorite song by them, but I find the lyrics to be so deep, emotional and relevant to my life. I think almost everyone can relate to the song. I can’t wait to share it with my class.

I need to stop being so negative all the time. I don’t even know why I’m in a bad mood anymore. Every little thing pisses me off. I want to go at least one fucking day without feeling like total shit. I should be happy. I just want to be happy.